I’m so angry I hate it I hate it I hate it. Why can’t I be happy. WHY WHY WHY WHYWHY. Why am I an asexual girl in a world obsessed with sex. SEXSEXSEXSEX. THAT’S ALL I EVER SEE, SEX. I HATE SEX I DETEST SEX IT’S NOT FAIR THAT I CAN’T HANDLE IT. WHY CAN’T I BE NORMAL, WHY CAN’T I GROW OUT OF THIS. WHY. I can’t stand hearing about it, I smile and...
Right now, I don’t know how I’m feeling. It’s cold, I’m cold. I’m lonely, Imogen Heap is my only company right now. I haven’t felt this way in months. It started because I’m stupid. Probably more to that, a lot more. I miss a lot of people, things. I miss Alesia, I miss the old days. I wish I held onto people better. Alesia, why did you have to choose...